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finals, finals, finals. [November 13th, 2006 / 1:14am] [ mood | worried ] they are really quite stressful. and all this college talk and resume making is making me feel like i amount to absolutely nothing. 0 read cmnt

un bon film [October 30th, 2006 / 12:42am] [ mood | chipper ] 0 read cmnt

headbands [October 29th, 2006 / 12:33pm] [ mood | contemplative ] i'm rereading a book that i would consider one of my favorites. here is a paragraph from it: "this pain, the pain of unrequited love, occurred at such regular intervals during my childhood and adolescence that I don't care to write about it. It was a terrible and continuous pain and there was no deflecting it, only bearing it. When my parents prepared spaghetti, I always noticed the one noodle left behind in the strainer, forsaken, forgotten, while its companions lay intertwined in each others' arms, hot and steaming, in the large bowl at the centre of the table. When love was pain, I felt like that noodle. I never ate pasta without beforehand going to the strainer in the sink. I would look upon the bereft noodle, curled upon itself in search of comfort, and I would bring it love by eating it tenderly. I do not want to discuss the subject of unrequited love. If love is the sea, then let us journey inland for a while." 1 read cmnt

pas si simple [October 28th, 2006 / 3:18pm] [ mood | annoyed ] I like weather like this sometimes. wind is a funny thing to think about. its so powerful and you can't see it at all! i would probably tip over if i were outside. it makes me appreciate the comforts of my home. at school they are preparing for the likely chance that the power will go out . yesterday night i slept at school because this man came and told us all stories after dinner for mandatory fun, and then we had saturday classes in the morning. i guess the man is somewhat famous..i forgot his name but i thought it was unique. he was good at sound effects and he played a lot of instruments and he had my attention for the most part so i would say he did a pretty good job. i slept in Lina's room and we talked until about midnight before we went to bed. I think she get's lonely sometimes because she has a single .. so I was happy to keep her company. she says she wishes she had a roommate so she could practice her english (although its nearly perfect). she lives in Berlin. luckyyyyyyyyyy. MY FIELD HOCKEY GAME GOT CANCELLED. i was quite pleased! i like field hockey games but not on saturdays. they take up the entire day. and now angela and zoe are probably going to come overrr. my dads making dumplings and it will be a grand old time. I've been listening to beck since i got home. I think when he made the album sea change he was going through a rough time. the song titles alone depress me. but the music is great. i want to take an art history class next year. it would be so fun to work in an art gallery. even though i don't know anything about it. i got a NINETY NINE on my french quiz. it was on grammar which is what i'm worst at in french. the last grammar quiz grade i got was a 68.. so i'd say it was an improvement. blahhh. i want to graduate. lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelvoelveovleovell 0 read cmnt

heavy precipitation [October 23rd, 2006 / 8:33pm] "A smart girl kisses; but doesn't love, listens; but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." 1 read cmnt

shuffle [October 14th, 2006 / 10:22am] [ mood | nervous ] my itunes is on shuffle . that never happens ! anyways, i got my biweeklys and i'm getting all As and Bs except for a C in US history. god damn. i deserve better than a C i think, but what can you do. so I really need to take pictures for photography this weekend, especially since i forgot my binder yesterday and it was a critique. i want to take pictures of people because i think thats much more interesting. i have a field hockey game at Gould today! i'm really really nervous. we played them at home on wednesday and it was probably the most intense game i've ever played in. we won 4-3 but the last goal was pure luck with like 2 minutes left in the game. and today it is their parents weekend and were playing them on their field so i think they would really enjoy kicking our ass..gklenlkengklahge3oaignlkxdz. i want to bring frederick and georg home with me! i saw them at panera last night and i could not stop laughing. they are definitely the funniest germans i know. molly and i are spending time together tonight:] i miss her so much. she left me an amusing message on my phone last night and it made me miss her even more. this is one of those entrys where i ramble about the stupidest shit and it makes me sound like a bimbo but i'm sure no one reads these anyways. 0 read cmnt

fish net [October 10th, 2006 / 7:16pm] [ mood | chipper ] i stacked logs for three hours today. thats Kents Hill's idea of community service. it was pretty fun although i don't admit that to very many people. i don't want to seem all lumberjackish. we created four huge stacks of wood inside of this shed and during our first break we were all just talking and the wood decided to fall down. it fucking sucked but it was really quite funny :]. so when i came back to the hill i had a few hours to kill before field hockey and i ended up talking to ned about this girl named margaret at his old school who had sex with a lot of hobos. it was really an ideal way to spend my afternoon. so i've got nothing more to say, but here is a spider with tourettes: 1 read cmnt

ps. [October 9th, 2006 / 5:54pm] [ mood | sad ] mona lisa smile? peut etre? 0 read cmnt

guilty cubicles [October 9th, 2006 / 5:53pm] [ mood | weird ] i came home from school early because i was not feeling well. i'm pretty sure kents hill is the only place for miles around that had to go to school todayy. When i came home i had graham crackers with peanut butter for lunch and had some tea . i watched 21 grams with my dog because my parents left me to go to my camp. it was quite the relaxing experience. i really want to wear my cowboy boots. all of the time. i've been missing my brother more than usual lately, i'm not sure why. i think the fall makes me miss people. the nights are longer and its colder and i like the colors of the leaves but we all know it just means they'll die soon. i am always near people but i have never been this lonely. i crave coffee too much. i want to watch movies that make me think. 0 read cmnt

fructose [October 8th, 2006 / 10:05am] [ mood | complacent ] i am the owner of a brand new iPod! it came on friday and i haven't kept it out of my sight ever since. i gave my old ipod to my dad.. he looks a little silly with a pink mini ipod but whatever floats his canoe. i had a field hockey game in new hampton, NH yesterday.. we lost but i thought we played well. we were also missing 3 starters and that certainly did not help. amnesty international got olympia snowe to sign the darfur petition. i thought that was pretty cool. i think i am going to join dinosaur club.. i only want to because then i will have a reason to wear my brontasaurus shirt. i had a waffle and an omelete for breakfast. it was delicious. i don't like the new version of itunes. its actually not new i just didn't download it a long time ago when i should haveeee. chick corea was on tv last night . he is fabulous. i forgive him for having such a hideous haircut (mix of jerry curl and mullet). i was looking through the pho'bucket, and i've come to the conclusion that i miss my little eehicks more than anything. canadians love us. we look wonderful in this photo: i also only wear yellow tshirts. ever. Jusqu' à la prochaine fois ! 2 read cmnt

like eating glassss. [October 4th, 2006 / 10:06pm] [ mood | lonely ] so i never update my livejournal, but thats because i do not have any time. i also don't have a social life. and i think blaming it on my school is not so far fetched. but i got a nice break today - i was excused from sports due to an orthodontist appointment and beforehand ben and i went to lucky gardens for lunch (much to my opposition, i wanted to go to panera). when i eat at lucky gardens i tend to feel like i just consumed a couple of 20 pound bricks and i can't do anything but sit. i swear i'll never go there again..but we all know i will. i'm doing very well in school which is not something i can say too often. i had assignments in all of my classes tonight and i sort of did a half ass job on all of them which probably isn't a good sign but i'm just a little too tired to try to be productive. today jimmy and i had a toquitos party in the book store..it was delicious. and i think i may be addicted to jones soda (cream flavored). i kind of wish theyd stop selling it. i received a dress and a tank top and a shirt in the mail today and the shirt was too small even though on the receipt it was the correct size. i am so dissapointed! it will probably take forever and then some to send it back and then get it again but i will have to be patient i suppose. i miss all of my halldale companions more than you would imagine. i always think about going back to a normal school where you actually get home at a reasonable hour .. and you dont have chores and mandatory this and that. i miss molly. she is the only girl that enjoys it when i insult her. and she drives like a crazy person but i love it so much . i also miss erin. but what can you do. C.Ulator! (thats short for calculator if you didn't know.) maggg 1 read cmnt

tender buttons [August 3rd, 2006 / 11:47pm] hi. i had to dishwash tonight. it was despicable. i want to go see clerks 2. but no one will go with me..and i'm also not 17. shittt. well anyways i really have got nothing to say. my life is quite boring! all i do is work. there you go. 0 read cmnt

shampoo suicide [July 29th, 2006 / 11:13pm] [ mood | awake ] hi there. this heat is killing me. today i made a delicious glass of iced coffee although i never got to drink it. i made it and left it on my kitchen counter, continued to do all of my chores and then managed to completely forget about it. i remembered several hours later while swimming at my camp and the strongest feeling of dissapointment overtook me. and that's when i decided that i drink too much iced coffee. julia and angela accompanied me at my camp this afternoon. we went swimming and ate cheeseburgers and had ice cream cake at my neighbors camp. all and all it was a satisfying day although i didn't retain the golden glow that usually arrives on my skin after spending the day in the sun. you know i haven't gone to the beach yet this summer and i think that's quite pathetic. i am ashamed of myself. its my parents anniversary tomorrow so i've got to stop writing and go make them a card. PEACE. 0 read cmnt

forest fire [July 24th, 2006 / 7:54pm] the kidneys are recuperating. i worked tonight and have come to discover that old men seem to be much nicer than old women. none of the women like me and its a bit distressing when one of them yells at me while i'm carrying 84093.9 pounds of food on my shoulder. i drank three glasses of iced coffee today. watched memoirs of a geisha and read the elements of style. it was basically a laaazy day, but those are nice once in a while. i wish someone would come spend time with me. oh! i may be going up to montreal to bring my brother back to school and attend the osheaga music festival. hopefully i can bring erin. or ben. i'm really excited because metric is playing as well as islands and a bunch of other bands. so yeah. excited. until next time! 0 read cmnt

the global community! [July 23rd, 2006 / 3:35pm] [ mood | sick ] i went to the ER last night. it was fabulous! and i worked this morning, also fabulous. frances if you read this i enjoyed your philosophy paper and it has had a lasting effect on me. and i also sent you another letter. i'm really into jenny lewis& the watson twins and i'm starting to crave coconuts more than usual. good day! 2 read cmnt

cold water [July 19th, 2006 / 11:01pm] [ mood | indescribable ] we lost a tree. and i'm much more sad than i imagined i would be in a situation such as this. it was pretty, and it was in my front yard, and lots of birds lived in it, etc., etc. i suppose i should be glad it didn't land on a car or a person for that matter. mmm. i go for my license tomorrow, but don't tell anyone! i don't want to be too embarassed if[when]i fail. parallel parking really isn't my thing, and to be quite honest with you i'd rather drive 48390 miles to get to my destination rather than take the rodary. i can't spell that word for shit, sorry. i finished a heartbreaking work of staggering genius . i don't think that the title fits seeing as it really wasn't too heartbreaking and it was good but i wouldn't go as far as to say it was genius. hmm. i read it pretty quickly and i did not seem to get much out of it. now i'm reading the dew breaker which i really don't enjoy, but i've got to read it for school. yessss. anyways aurevoir 1 read cmnt

goodness! [July 17th, 2006 / 11:34pm] [ mood | hot ] the weather is certainly toasty these days. i'm usually quite anxious for the summer but now that its here i wouldn't mind being teleported to the arctic or something of the sort. i want my parents to consider air conditioning but i don't think that will happen anytime soon! well i'd say its been a while since i've last updated my livejournal and the truth is i was just too lazy to do it. its alright though. i have two jobs, i'm a waitress and i'm a counselor at nature camp. i really underestimated the teenage work force. i've never been so tired in my life! i guess two jobs is a bit extreme for someone who's never been employed before, besides babysitting for my neighbor about once a year. old hallowell day was alright but i had to work and it was very very hott. that about sums it up. so should i cut my hair? its a little past my shoulders at the moment. i don't know how i feel about it. erin burned[burnt?] me an old metric album. [growupandblowaway]. its fantastic. ooh metric. you had me at combat baby. i want fran to continue being my pen pal! it was funny writing something..with my hand. you know, handwritten. yeah. well, atleast she sent me a letter back with a ronald reagan stamp on it. so i'm going to leave. farewell. 1 read cmnt

[April 25th, 2006 / 7:23pm] [ mood | indescribable ] hello. i bought a regina spektor cd yesterday. [soviet kitsch] my grades are improving. i am wearing a comfortable hat. 0 read cmnt

[April 19th, 2006 / 6:50pm] [ mood | worried ] global warming scares me. but what scares me the most is that no one knows what is actually going to happen, it is just a bunch of theorys. so it creates confusion and most people aren't willing to listen anyways. but its cool that brazil is going to stop using gasoline. but its not cool that car prices in china are a lot lower. my friend suzie told me that. she says everyone is buying cars like crazy in beijing. nooo. i had to write an essay in english today to practice for the sat, and it was awful. i hate writing under pressure. its so embarassing! because i don't want my teacher to read them. the weather is so nice, i really feel like doing something active but i've got lots of work to do..i'm sure i will procrastinate as always but i don't know. i'm missing two really amazing concerts this weekend because i have to go to massachusetts for my mothers uncles birthday party. i'm sure that party will be hoppin. :[ i lost one of my expensive pearl earrings. and i vacuumed up my cheap, but not that cheap 'diamond' earrings. weeerd. 0 read cmnt

[April 16th, 2006 / 11:10am] [ mood | cranky ] its easter. i don't really like easter, it reminds me of when i was little. i would get lots of things that were supposed to be used outdoors and it would always be a little too cold so i would always get sad. and i hate pastel colors ! well i don't hate them. but they aren't my favoriteee. last night i went to a crazy party at the civic center. it was so strange seeing all of my kents hill friends outside of school. but it was definitely fun dancing with them all :] and on friday i went to a cambiata concert in brunswick..it was lame i didn't even get to see them play because we had to leave earlyy. and the opening bands sucked. but its okay because i'm going to several concerts soon! i have to go to the lokens house in an hour. eeewwwwwwww i don't want to be social and i have lots of homework to do, and my room is filthy, and i really want to exercise. atleast i got a new totebag from my mom today! i'm going to be productive. i've been doing so well in school lately but i think i've started to slack the past few days..i definitely crashed and burned on my last french test. i want to go to college. aurevoir mon amis!♥ 0 read cmnt

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